Hello! I'm Eon, a semi-animate pooltoy otter!
I'm a graduate student; working on my PhD in Physics with a focus on Non-Linear Dynamics, Complexity, and Multi-Fractality.
It keeps me pretty busy, but I post here when I have time!
I sometimes write stories in my spare time, of which I don't have enough, mostly focusing on living life as a pooltoy and exploring its consequences!
I love pooltoys, and being one is the best thing ever!
(🎨 by @frengers and DirtyBird)
Using this space more now so I guess a small introduction is in order!
I'm Eon, an inflatable otter pool toy!
💙 Give plenty of rubs and snuggles frequently, thrives on physical affection!
💙 Be sure to deflate regularly to prevent its vinyl from overstretching and keep its air fresh!
💙 Casually tease it about how it's just a toy!
💙 Use in the pool! Loves to float and relax with you!
get qualifying exam grades back tuesday, having an existential crisis that won't stop
i know at worst i'm on the cusp of passing; i know only one of four is borderline and that right on the threshold, and if on the wrong side of that still likely to pass overall once they consider research work done.
but i can't stop agonizing over it
even though everything i know tells me i'll probably be fine, i can think of nothing else and it's eating up my mind nonstop
Sleeping wrapped up in your deflated pooltoy friend, then when the sun comes up its morning pump kicks on and starts to reinflate it beside you
Its vinyl slowly filling and puffing out, right into a squeaky happy hug to wake up to!~ 💙
That big permagrin as it inflates into the hug showing it enjoyed the sleep as your plastic blanket as much as you did ^w^ 💙
thinking about, toy mashing its round mitts against a keyboard uselessly trying to type and getting more and more frustrated at the useless keymashes, but it's permagrin is as big as ever!
squeaking louder and louder and pounding its mitts against the keys, just making them kind of dent in and sqirk, its static toy face can only sqrk and grin despite how flustered it is!!
dfsgh fgdjkf iuohlstg fdsgh!!
sqrrk!! sqirk!! >w<
Fediverse meta, Gab invasion
Gab joining the Fediverse may be a bigger issue than I initially thought. I just suspended a Gabster who joined our instance, then suspended his alts across about five other instances (apart from gab.com which I'd already domain-blocked.)
Sure, we can domain-block every single fucking Gab instance that pops up, but initiating the Gab community into the Fediverse means they're all opening alts all over the place. This is gonna be a serious test of self-governance.
-, uni stuff
qualifying exams over. people tell me it should be a relief to be done with them, but I feel only a leaden anxiety and an inescapable all-consuming despair.
and it defies reason; I know I did excellently on one, well on two more, and even today I know I have 50 of the 60 points needed to pass.
and yet I still can think of nothing but how badly unprepared I ended up for the one today, how I could have done if I'd studied a little bit differently, and how many mistakes I surely made.
commission for @ashiinu! looks like someone went a little overboard with the healing
Absolutely loving this track! Trance is so good aaaa sqrrk ;w;
instance administration, taking a hard line against fascists
given gab's history of hosting the most violent of the far right, including actual mass-murderers, it is our view at snouts.online that blocking them individually is not a sufficient response should they choose to try to federate with the rest of the 'verse. we believe that any instance owner that would knowingly subject their users to a platform with gab's history is either negligent of their users or fascist-adjacent themselves.
One (1) inflatable otter ride-on toy, pool use only, store deflated | it/toy | gay | @SilverSukanku's squeaky toyfriend
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